What if I told you there is a way to touch the otherside of this physical reality...the world of us solids, and actually communicate with those in the world of spirit, the world of gossimer, fluid light? Maybe you know it as the afterlife, or heaven. For the last nearly 3 years I have experienced almost daily communication from a dear friend who died of a brain tumor. Before her transition, we vowed that if there was a way we could stay in touch, we would. Though it took me many months to figure out the way it would happen, she persisted almost from the beginning to stay near and impulse me to listen. Not like a ghost or haunting type of thing, but a presence, a spirit companion. I first had to quiet my mind. She led me through a series of synchronisities to study a form of meditation which soon helped to quite "the monkey mind." When a phychic friend of mine suggested that I just write down what I was hearing my spirit-friend say in my head, it was the answer to how we could connect and communication together. What follows are excerpts from my friend's daily communication to me. You might say I am her secretary, taking daily dictation. In one of her "letters" to me she once said: "a river of grace flows through you." This phrase so struck me that I have made this the title of this blog site. May you enjoy reading this as much as I have! Bright Blessings, Kathryn

Septemeber 18, 2003

Dear Cindy,
Thought I’d beat you to the punch this morning and welcome you to my/our chat room. You are usually the first one to speak and so this morning it seemed like a good thing to start the session for once. You have been such an inspiration and an encouragement over these many months that we have been almost daily communicating. It has been astounding to hear what you have to say and the way that you say it. It feels like we ‘re “getting away with something!” It is really a great growth producing ingredient for me too. My whole being is taking all this in and it seems to have this affect on me that makes me leap forward in my thinking and perspective. I feel so grateful to have this great resource and wealth of wisdom, humor, love, devotion. Wow! you are awesome. And, I am the one who gets to have you!

C: Yes, my little “clueless munchkin,” you do get to have me and all that I can give to you. You have no idea how much this relationship and what we are doing right now that is adding so much grace and healing to our world, both to your side and to ours. This is the way it is suppose to work, you know, but the veil has always been hard to penetrate. We over here are ready and willing and have influenced greatly your side over the eons we have all been doing this. When someone like me gets to work with someone consiously, like you, it is so much more rewarding and infinately easier. As I have said before, great inventions and solutions to problems, huge pieces of literature and music and story have flowed into your realm by “geniuses” and “virtuosos”who did these great works because they had major help from this side. You know that the Angels impulse you all the time. That is where the Christ Mirror idea came from, and the thing is, you recognized it from the beginning, that it came from a place where all inspiration comes from. Most all your writing flows from “on high” as it were. You know this and are humble about it and when you read back to yourself what “you have written,” you know it comes from the other side and continue to be inspired by it each time it is read. Many people compliment you on your words and the encouragement you give. You are a bit shy to accept the compliment because you know you are not the source but you know the source flows through you. A “River of Grace” flows through you, Kathryn and refreshes and nourishes and makes green and lush all you touch! That is why you are so important to the work. Without a willing vessel, it would be very difficult to influence the denser world you live in. To infuse the density with Creator’s Light and Love and Grace, this is our work and the work of all Light workers. I see you liking this phrase “a River of Grace” and the flowing part. I too, can not take credit for this, There is a song over here that the Angels like to sing to us that has this phrase in it. Mind you, not in our language. The Angels have their own language that they use to communicate with. We all understand it as if we were “wired” to understand. We don’t use their language to communicate with but we understand when ever they sing or speak or in anyway create using it. “River of Grace” is my best translation of the meaning of their “words” on this concept. Do you understand? You recognized when we would talk with Jubilate on the board that she did not speak fluent english like some others because her word choices and phraseology were so odd, so I know you are comprehending the jist of what I am saying in this case. This is the trick sometimes when I attempt to explain the awesome reality I am living in now. The thing is, you recognize so well that the “box seat” in heaven that you are sitting in to get this view of our side is such a privilege to have. People all over the world would “give anything” to have this daily chance to know and experience another dimension as you do each time we come together. It would be sort of like some weekly or daily episode on the T.V. for them. Only not nearly so shallow a reality as they experience when they sit down and tune in to it. People are hungry for a deep connection that gives them comfort, encouragement, expands their minds and their horizons. They read and go to movies and the likes to find this. Now, here you are, in the privacy of your own bedroom getting to “tune in” each day to “heaven.” Hmmmm think of it. This is the first time, I have actually used this word, “heaven” to refer to where I am now. Heaven is actually quite vast and multidimensional. I have only experienced a very tiny part of this reality. I am aware there is so much more to it. So awesome and unfathomable is it that it is beyond my ability to even convey. The possibilities are endless and so mindblowing that were I able to describe or explain them, they would “go right on over your head.” Your Higher self, the source of all the personalities that have been manifested in your incarnate existance, would get it right away, but Kathryn and Cindy, not a chance we could get our minds around it all. In my new “body” I can comprehend much more than I could while “on earth” but it is still beyond me to try and translate it for you. I do my best even now with what I have shared with you. Suffice it to say, it is awesome beyond my wildest imaginings. You are so smart, though clueless, so I know I am mostly getting through to you. It is such an honor to be with you and work with you. I get to work with you as you try and help people negotiate the “ups and downs” and “craziness” of life, like the woman who sought you out yesterday. See, this is always the way it is with you. People are impulsed to find you one way or another for this kind of “straightening out.” You gave her food for thought and maybe the Christ Mirror book will help give her direction. We do what we can..... I love you!......C:)